Love, I didn't want to fall... but I have ( L )

Days earlier I blogged about whether there is actually something called love. I didn't believe it! Some parts of me don't want to believe it at the risk of getting hurt, but I don't think I can fight it. I am in love!

The feeling that I'm experiencing right now are direct lyrics from Nat Bassingthwaighte's song "This Can't Be Love"

This can't be love, just hooked up for fun, you couldn't be the one, those things never last
This can't be love, that's not what I need, you feel to good to me, this habits forming fast

I just wanted a kiss, it ended up like this, it's getting so hard to resist

This can't be love
It's not what it feels like, everything's way too good
It's not what it feels like, don't even think I could
Even though it seems so right, thinking maybe I might tonight
This can't be love

This can't be love, I tried to escape, those stupid mistakes, so don't say that word
This can't be love, to feel this free, when you're here with me, everything's been blurred

I just wanted to feel, it ended up too real, its getting so hard to deal

This can't be love
It's not what it feels like, everything's way too good
It's not what it feels like, don't even think I could
Even though it seems so right, thinking maybe I might tonight
This can't be love, this can't be love

Just wanna let go, no need to know
Don't wanna think bout it tonight, don't wanna think bout it tonight
Just close my eyes and feel you by my side
Don't wanna think bout it tonight, I wanna think bout it tonight

This can't be love
It's not what it feels like, everything's way too good
It's not what it feels like, don't even think I could
Even though it seems so right, thinking maybe I might tonight
This can't be love

This can't be love
It's not what it feels like, everything's way to good
It's not what it feels like, don't even think I could
Even though it seems so right, thinking maybe I might tonight
This can't be love, this can't be love

This song, every single lyric is my whole life at the moment. It's like the song was directly written for my life. I just feel so happy. I have a weird feeling in my stomach saying "this isn't right. I don't like the unusual feeling, but at the same time its the most amazing thing I've ever felt"

Well I think I should go! My parents will be happy that I'm in a good mood for once! They won't know why though ;)

Until next time <3 xo