Love, I didn't want to fall... but I have ( L )

Days earlier I blogged about whether there is actually something called love. I didn't believe it! Some parts of me don't want to believe it at the risk of getting hurt, but I don't think I can fight it. I am in love!

The feeling that I'm experiencing right now are direct lyrics from Nat Bassingthwaighte's song "This Can't Be Love"

This can't be love, just hooked up for fun, you couldn't be the one, those things never last
This can't be love, that's not what I need, you feel to good to me, this habits forming fast

I just wanted a kiss, it ended up like this, it's getting so hard to resist

This can't be love
It's not what it feels like, everything's way too good
It's not what it feels like, don't even think I could
Even though it seems so right, thinking maybe I might tonight
This can't be love

This can't be love, I tried to escape, those stupid mistakes, so don't say that word
This can't be love, to feel this free, when you're here with me, everything's been blurred

I just wanted to feel, it ended up too real, its getting so hard to deal

This can't be love
It's not what it feels like, everything's way too good
It's not what it feels like, don't even think I could
Even though it seems so right, thinking maybe I might tonight
This can't be love, this can't be love

Just wanna let go, no need to know
Don't wanna think bout it tonight, don't wanna think bout it tonight
Just close my eyes and feel you by my side
Don't wanna think bout it tonight, I wanna think bout it tonight

This can't be love
It's not what it feels like, everything's way too good
It's not what it feels like, don't even think I could
Even though it seems so right, thinking maybe I might tonight
This can't be love

This can't be love
It's not what it feels like, everything's way to good
It's not what it feels like, don't even think I could
Even though it seems so right, thinking maybe I might tonight
This can't be love, this can't be love

This song, every single lyric is my whole life at the moment. It's like the song was directly written for my life. I just feel so happy. I have a weird feeling in my stomach saying "this isn't right. I don't like the unusual feeling, but at the same time its the most amazing thing I've ever felt"

Well I think I should go! My parents will be happy that I'm in a good mood for once! They won't know why though ;)

Until next time <3 xo

Burnt toast, a phone number and a night of fun!

Lois Lane, Susan Mayer, Lois and Clark, Desperate Housewives = Teri Hatcher, woah this woman inspires me majorly at the moment.

I today bought her book "Burnt Toast and other Philosophies of Life" first of all if you don't have this book... go out and buy one... NOW! I'm writing this @ 11:56pm, but even then go out NOW! You must have a 24 hour bookstore in your neighbourhood right? This book has so many amazing metaphors, messages and things you can take on board in life. I won't tell you all about it but let me say this book has changed my life in as little as 12 hours. I bought it today, finished it and I feel changed already! It has had a large impact!

Now THE PHONE NUMBER, it was just a quiet average night tonight. I was on Twitter being my normal Twitter Whore self, spamming out the page (www.twitter.com/beyy) but then all of a sudden one of my friends sent me the number of the celebrity dude I have the hots for........

(the dude is Cameron McGlinchey former drummer of the Rogue Traders and partner of 4 years to Natalie Bassingthwaighte. I find drummers attractive as they "hit things go bang")

...anyway I got this number and I called it! He answered! OMG the guy I have 'loved' for 3 years was on the phone to me! However been the coward that I am, I screamed and hung up! This then lead to around 5 of my friends calling, Josi, Laura, Tim, Michael and Jacqui! This was madness! He started getting angry. This was about 2 hours ago. The phone is still disconected! Anyways considering that he is not answering now, on Thursday when I go to the movies with Michael, Josiii, Laura, Mel + some others we plan on calling. When he least expects it (:

The night of fun! Well my status was raging with the buzz of the phone number! It was mainly Laura, Josi, Michael and myself. We were all talking about calling, the status convo which is this going is starting to move onto more "sexual" topics. We are now talking about whether chocolate or whipped cream is better during sex (chocolate FTW) and "Man cream" etc.

I'm getting tired. Until next time, With <3 + Laughter, Beyyy xoxo

Holmes, Shelock Holmes

You may read the title of this and go "Oh Sherlock Holmes, another person saying how awesome it was?" think again, seriously! What a fucking let down. Went to see it today with Tee, left 40 minute through! This leads me to talk about to over-publicised movies and TV shows! OK I do understand that millions of people enjoy these movies but sometimes you just have to admit that they are nothing special!

One of the biggest things that annoy me is wait for it...... THE TWILIGHT SAGA!!!!

Robert Pattinson, Kristen Stewart, Taylor Lautner! The are in a media storm! I have nothing against them as people but they are in a media storm which really pisses me off! The books were fantastic, I admit... I've read them all but the movies have completly ruined a fantastic series. I really would like to know how many people actually read the books before they were made into a movie!

I don't know... this blog really had no point but I just got mad all of a sudden coz all my friends were spamming about R-Patz on FaceBook -.-

xoxo

That four letter word.

Love, what is this little word that we seem to use on a day to day basis in this world?

What is love?

Is love real?

Does love really last?

These are questions that we have to ask ourselves. I can say to a friend "See you tomorrow, love you" or to my parents "Night, love you" but most importantly, to a partner "I love you". All of these have separate meanings to all of us.

Some of the different types of love extracted by a book by Kaz Cooke...

Family love - They drive me crazy but I love them anyway

Friendship love - I loveee my friends (Until they're not my friends anymore)

Celebrity love - OMG! I'm cutting out their picture from this magazine!

Lust - I really want to do things with this person with the lights turned off

Unrequited love - I love you, but you don't love me.

Romantic love - I'm so happy right now I could sing from the rooftop.

Relationship love - We've been together for six months. I don't know if it will be forever but right now we just want to be together and have heaps of fun!!

Lasting love - I've loved this person for years. We get along well together and we have similar ideas about some important things, and we're comfortable together and I never seem to want anyone else. <3

These are the types of love! But are any of these actually real? I'm someone who does think, maybe, just maybe there is this little thing called love out. But I'm still not convinced. Is it possible for two people who don't believe in love to find love with each other, feel entirely at peace with one another? Could it really be?

I don't want to get married. I really do feel that if you were to find love with someone your life should be more than just one day together. That you don't need a massive "party" to prove to your friends and family that you are madly, head over heels in love.

I have to say I'm an awesome secret keeper. Over the last few years I've had relationships and hooked up with a few randoms and even my closest friends don't know that. I guess I feel more comfortable expressing myself through text as I find it confronting talking to people. I guess it's funny, they all think I'm sweet and innocent ;) I find hook-ups are better because there is no emotional attachment whatsoever. However a relationship always seems to end and people get hurt! :@

So yeah, tell me your views on love? Let me know if it's real.

Until next time, With Love + Laughter, bey xoxo

This is Bey!

Haii all, yesterday was my first post and I introduced you all to the main reason as to why I am creating this blog. Before you all start reading I thought I would tell you a little about the girl who is BEY!

Well you've probably realised that Bey isn't my real name, my real name is Abbey and I'm 15 living it up in the land down under!

I live for family and friends and I loveeeee being social! I work at Maccas (yeah I know, it's gross. But ohh well I get paid)

Music and photography is the biggest escape for me. Hoping to get a new professional camera soon. Natalie Bassingthwaighte is the idol!

I'm a concert whore and go to pretty much any concert when I can convince a friend to come with me!

I go to the gym, and I try to stay thin -.- I also attend one of the tightest, strictest Catholic schools you could ever imagine... yeah I know FML!

I don't support any teams or currently play any sports, last year however I gave up playing netball after 8 years for 2 teams!

I am smart, although last year I slacked off and didn't achieve the A's that I usually receive!

I have expensive taste and I have been spoilt my entire life.

I only eat white meat and drink diet coke instead of regular (: I'm a really nice girl who just lives for her best friends whom are Josiphina & Jarred. They have helped me through the worst of times. But yeah so my guys and girls are my life!

Well this is Bey! If you don't like it... piss off (:

New Year, New Start

Haiii, well I'm Bey and as a New Years Resolution I've decided to created a blog that I will update daily. Through this I hope to be able to express myself through a blog as I have trouble openly discussing some things.

This has been pretty short and lame but I plan to blog tomorrow "All About Beyy", better go... have to be up at 5am tomorrow as I start work at 6.

Ciao, with love + Laughter, Beyy xoxo